guilty holiday.......

1 September 2011 sunny day ☀ I m so hot!!!

Today…..nthing special happened to me…is a very lame…common…normal day…I conduct my life as usual…..n..everything seem like so nice for me…wakakaka~~~^^

I help cfern to find out her surat tawaran,but I fail….i cant find out..i try with my ic no. to login, but it still didn’t work out…..haiz….i oso feel very anxious as cfern …I really wan help her….. oh….my dear god, pls make me hv the chance to help my dear frenz~I will do it nicely one….i really wan help her…as she oso treat me very nice….

Leo seem like not so well today…he used his rest period of his work time online, I chat wif him on fb…  I think…he sick caused by yesterday he went out when he had just recover from cough…so worry him…. Hope he can always healthy^^

i….stil cant know my feeling of him….smtimes…I think out his good,n like him at that moment, smtimes…I feel unsafe of no saw him for so long time….i oso dunno…whether he is being serious to me….but..whtever, time will tell me…….

I think….my personality now…is caused by him….he give me love… hope… happiness… sad…. angry… jealous… n finally disappointment n ambiguous of the believing of others…. But…at least, he did love me…care me…fond me… I feel happy…we had a super duper close distance between us…. I do remember those memories between us…he too…

Lozz introduce her cousins to me…honestly…..i dun like them… n cant feeling well in the chatting of those dirty mad words(***blah blah blah)but I stil dun show it off..as lozz is my frenz..she now start learning English…haha, she always ask me smthing about English grammar, sentences…smthing like that… haha^^ fortunately, he just ask me smthing easy one…coz I didn’t hv a good English…wakaka~xp she just call me Ms.Tan or Teacher Tan..oh god…I didn’t hv the quality for being called like that lah~~~ ==

That’s all for today….3 more days go…..to the date I hv back to cyberjaya~~I will miss here…coz here got so many delicious food which make me always seem like a fat gal at here~~I confess…I m piggy~~~　(ˉ(∞)ˉ)

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　Wht a lame day= =

                                      Just from…yuki1107

emo holiday~

31 August 2011 sunny day ☀ I m so hot!!!

Today is really like a mess. I can’t accomplish even a simple work. Really feel stress about it.    o(︶︿︶)o      haiz~~~

Anyway, I have learnt something through this incident. It will become a meaningful experience in my growing up process. I know,I can grow up into a mature person later. I m sorry, but today… I m not a good girl… as I have tell a lie…To Leo. I cheat him…that I m not free in doing something about teacher training course. Actually, I scare…I scare he is the guy like my frenz said...not truly love me.. But, after I tell him that I m not free, he still treat me very gentle, n feel ok with it..At that moment, I know that…the person is not sincerely give out love is me… I m an evil, is me…break the promise, not him…I m gonna cry… I m so touching to knew it….he is stil the guy, who can really  love me forever, who can realize all the promises n all my dreams…But…I m timid enough to tell him this truth, coz I m guilty.. to face him… now only, I scare..to loss him.. I dun wan he leave me after he knew the truth.. I feel unsafe, as I think I may not the one who suit him…as I m ugly in appearance n in psychology, as he is so nice….he is ady hv cough,but he still wan meet me. And he knew, everything ugly about me, as we ady knew each other so well… sometimes, he can accept n tolerate with me, love me n sayang me like a child.❤ from him, I start understand, what is love…I duuno what I m doing on him… as why he can still crazy like me as I m not a mature girl who really know how to love this excellent guy he is…!!!why this stupid guy…???why he is so silly…mayb…not being together wif him is the best way to him…?i wonder…..

Now…. He had change…become a gentleman, not a ego man like past…^^ I m so happy n so proud of his progress of making himself so endearing…woohoo~I confess at here,I love him so much, but both of us till now didn’t utter out the 3 words…the future of us…for now… is still an unknown.. o(>﹏<)o   I wonder…..whatever will be coming out between of us..is it being together or not….???

He go out alone, but till now :2135, he still noy back to hostel hv a rest.. so worry him~I send him a message but he doesn’t reply it…Leo…where r u now? R u still sick?r u ok with back hostel by urself?haiz~Leo, pls reply me…u hv make me cry….

 I dunno whether we will being together or not in the future, but I really hope he will happy always…..God bless u, my dear Leo ♥

                                                                                                                                          　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

31 August 2011 sunny day ☀ I m so hot!!!

Today is really like a mess. I can’t accomplish even a simple work. Really feel stress about it.    o(︶︿︶)o      haiz~~~

Anyway, I have learnt something through this incident. It will become a meaningful experience in my growing up process. I know,I can grow up into a mature person later. I m sorry, but today… I m not a good girl… as I have tell a lie…To Leo. I cheat him…that I m not free in doing something about teacher training course. Actually, I scare…I scare he is the guy like my frenz said...not truly love me.. But, after I tell him that I m not free, he still treat me very gentle, n feel ok with it..At that moment, I know that…the person is not sincerely give out love is me… I m an evil, is me…break the promise, not him…I m gonna cry… I m so touching to knew it….he is stil the guy, who can really  love me forever, who can realize all the promises n all my dreams…But…I m timid enough to tell him this truth, coz I m guilty.. to face him… now only, I scare..to loss him.. I dun wan he leave me after he knew the truth.. I feel unsafe, as I think I may not the one who suit him…as I m ugly in appearance n in psychology, as he is so nice….he is ady hv cough,but he still wan meet me. And he knew, everything ugly about me, as we ady knew each other so well… sometimes, he can accept n tolerate with me, love me n sayang me like a child.❤ from him, I start understand, what is love…I duuno what I m doing on him… as why he can still crazy like me as I m not a mature girl who really know how to love this excellent guy he is…!!!why this stupid guy…???why he is so silly…mayb…not being together wif him is the best way to him…?i wonder…..

Now…. He had change…become a gentleman, not a ego man like past…^^ I m so happy n so proud of his progress of making himself so endearing…woohoo~I confess at here,I love him so much, but both of us till now didn’t utter out the 3 words…the future of us…for now… is still an unknown.. o(>﹏<)o   I wonder…..whatever will be coming out between of us..is it being together or not….???

He go out alone, but till now :2135, he still noy back to hostel hv a rest.. so worry him~I send him a message but he doesn’t reply it…Leo…where r u now? R u still sick?r u ok with back hostel by urself?haiz~Leo, pls reply me…u hv make me cry….

 I dunno whether we will being together or not in the future, but I really hope he will happy always…..God bless u, my dear Leo ♥

                                                            　　　                                                          Truly wish u,           

                                                    Just from..yuki1107(雨·立停)

        

                                                    

                                                                 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　                                                                  

        

really eager of going back home!!

25.8.2011  wht a peaceful midnight~

this is my first time of being write the blog in the midnight in my life (⊙o⊙)

i start write it back to english language, coz my frenz here(nicole)cant read chinese word~

well~ this gonna make me really wan to utter a icon word of me, that is.....qi cham~

wakakaka....>< really happy that frenz at here all treat we very well, always buy things for me, especially their delicious local foods~woohoo, they really taste yummy :p

besides, my frenz here also very cares about me, when i emo, they soon detect it n accompany me along this sadness~~~so nice, so sweet~~

that's all for today, hope everyone hv a nice day for everyday^^

                                                   just from..yuki1107

                                                         yuri.ting

来到这里的我~!!!

2011年8月23日 阴雨

今天是在这里的第十五天了~

有点难以置信！！！！(⊙o⊙)?

这时期发生了很多事，逐渐滴。。。雨琪正在学习着独立，成长，做一个不再让人担心的女孩^^

哭过了就要长大啦~别再小孩子气咯~

哭是解决不了问题的~该尝试独立滴解决问题哦~

这些是都朋友告诉我的.........

说真的~我很开心才芬，妮可，芷微，佳琪，奕芬，丽星，玟心，盈盈，美满，美君.....

我难过时不但不会丢下我，还一直在我身边默默地陪着我.......

你们一个两个这么疼我~我会被你们宠坏的啦><

我很感动也很幸福❤有你们这么好的朋友^^超爱你们的啦~

ps:我不是同性恋滴！><

OH HAIYO!早安全世界~

雨琪我今天还活着~幸福，贪心滴呼吸着和你们同一个星球，每一寸的空气~

                                                             

                                                           雨琪《雨。立停》

十二星座人际交往弱点

白羊座：火象星座的白羊给人活力充沛、自信、积极的感觉；弱点则

​在于卤莽、自以为是和不够细心体贴，且喜欢发表高见及当主导人，​这只会让人觉得你难以贴近或交心。       

金牛座：金牛座男女通常难逃脱老古板的特质，除了学习参与和聆听​之外，还得加强如何在短时间内切入重点的言谈艺术。      

双子座：双子座尽管在朋友间很吃得开，但过不了多久就不了了之了​，务必摆脱掉油嘴滑舌的习惯。      

巨蟹座：巨蟹座需甚防主观因素造成的错误判断，或为了顺从大局而​口是心非，反而会造成他人的负面印象。      

狮子座：...狮子座的男女经常会不自觉的流露出权威和不可一世的态度，实在让​人不敢领教；唯有培养谦逊、认错且学习放下身段，才能赢得信任和​友谊。      

处女座：处女座则是要放弃一些犀利的批评口吻和清高态度，并多培​养幽默感，才会让人际关系更好。       

天秤座：天秤座容易给人墙头草的感觉；摆明立场和营造强势风格，​才能为魅力指数加分。     天蝎座：天蝎座唯有把为人诟病的搞心机和难以亲近的冰冷气质丢一​边，才能滋润人际关系。 射手座：射手座男女可说是火象星座族群中最没有架子的一群，但善​变和直率的言谈举止经常得罪人而浑然不知；学习收敛，实在与人相​处才是明智之举。       

摩羯座：摩羯座摆脱严肃老成的气质才可以吸引更多人的注意。       

水瓶座：水瓶座轻浮的感觉是难以获得他人正面评价的重要原因，轻​易承诺是自毁形象，要特别留心。       

双鱼座：双鱼座经常浪费心神去烦恼他人的事，又容易让周遭的一切​影响自己的情绪，应学习果断、坚持立场和不滥情的能力。  

心理测验

【心理测验】。。。看看你是一个什么样的人 ...?

夜深人静，寒风凛烈。这一夜，你刚和恋人分手，更加上工作不甚如

​意，仿如一切的不幸都降临到你身上。无奈的你，走到公园呆坐。本​想静静地思索一下未来，但不幸的是有一些不大顺眼的东西出现眼前​，惆怅的你更添惆怅。假如以下四项其中一项可以把它去除，你会去​除那一项?    A、花坛   　B、秋千   　C、狗   　D、男孩子    

选A：你的选择代表梦、希望、爱。你是个不易把心事吐露给别人​的人，也可说是表里不一的人，偶尔找些知心朋友，吐露心事吧!   　　

选B：你的选择代表赤子之心、依赖之心。你是个口直心...快的人，想说什么就说什么，因此易得罪人，请多察颜观色，圆润一​点。   　　

选C：你的选择代表活动力、积极性。你是一个大而化之的人，​不会很细心的为别人设想，因此别人会觉得你太自私，只顾虑自己，​请多体谅别人一点。   　　

选D：你的选择代表信赖感、社交性。你选择的是使接近自己的​人消失，这表示你是一个神秘主义者。在别人面前做个好好先生，而​隐藏自己的真正本意，你太在乎别人对你的看法，请多表现真正的自​己。

心理测验

心理测验。。。你的清純指數

假設你已經到了那天堂，有一扇門要推開，那麼天堂的門是長怎麼樣呢？  
A.第一個紅色的門、藍色的門鎖   B.第二個黃色的門、透明的門鎖   C.第三個藍綠色的門、紫羅蘭色的門鎖   D.第四個整個都粉紅的色的門   E.第五個綠色的門、紫紅色的門鎖                              
第一個紅色的門、藍色的門鎖●清純指數60分 選這個顏色的人，他是喜歡新鮮的，他覺得要永遠有一顆不老的心，​所以不管60歲、80歲，他的內心都是非常童貞，好的地方是他很​單純，看到什麼事情都覺得很新鮮，但...不好的地方是可能年紀很大了，還是想嘗試新鮮，容易遇到危險所以​有好有壞。        
第二個黃色的門、透明的門鎖●清純指數40分 通常選到這種配色的門是理智冷靜型，之前已經吃過很多的虧，所以​他現在會設很多東西來保護自己，比如說他以前被人家倒錢或是被人​家騙，現在他會設很多的藉口不跟別人有金錢往來，其實他內心還是​很單純但是他外表已經相當理智跟冷靜，有一點小惡魔的特質，會搶​著先做壞人。         
第三個藍綠色的門、紫羅蘭色的門鎖●清純指數80分 事實證明是很好相處而且是屬於堅持原則的人，他相信人都是善良的​，你對人家好，人家應該不會出賣你，這個原則不管被騙多少次他永​遠不會變，然後再遇到其他的人要騙他時，他也是相信人是善良的，​這類型的人內心非常非常的單純、保守與純樸。      
第四個整個都粉紅的色的門●清純指數100分 是屬於非常敏感跟善良的人，不管年紀是大或是小，內心都是相當敏​感的，看電影容易掉眼淚的人，生活當中發生任何小事，你都會很開​心的落淚，或是開心的微笑，不會變得很世故。           
第五個綠色的門、紫紅色的門鎖●清純指數20分 通常選擇這個配色的人，他心裡有一個明確的目標，比如說錢、或是​功課，他不管怎樣，只要達到結果就對了，也許你以前有受過傷，所​以你現在都覺得說，我什麼都不要了，我只要錢，你的目的很清楚，​所以清純指數比較低，比較不容易被騙。

心理测验

心理测验。。。。大家都樂於和你交朋友

生日晚會上，在你的客人當中，有下面五位重要嘉賓，你選誰坐在你身邊？    
A.運動選手   B.作家   C.掌相專家   D.流行歌手   E.你的班主任                        

運動選手   你的性格開朗，善於社交生活，在朋友、同學的小圈子之中，很受歡​迎，而別人也很願意聽取你的意見。在團體生活中，很受到異性朋友的歡迎！       

作家   你很細心，不但留意事物，連很瑣碎的事也特別留心，別人有問題時​也喜歡跟你商量，因為你很願意聆聽別人的傾訴，又常常能給對方一​些很好的意見。... 但你也是個情緒很易波動、很易受環境影響的人。  

掌相專家   你有樂天性格，做人處事非常大方，又有率直可愛的個性，如果你不​喜歡，你會很明確地告訴對方你不喜歡，是那種喜怒均形於色的人。​ 這性格可能令你開罪別人而不自知，但也是你交帶好知己的原因。      

流行歌手   你的個性會比較神經質，假若碰到不愉快的事就會整天表現得不高興​，令人不敢跟你有所接觸。 因此，你的朋友也不會很多，更罕有好朋友了。建議你多控制一下自​己的情緒。   

你的班主任   你喜歡孤獨，很少願意改變自己，不過你心地善良，如果敢於跟人交​往，總會找到自己朋友的。你们的选择.......？哈哈~

waiting for u....my training result....

2011年7月21日   早晨 在家发呆中.......

早上看了政府教育的官方网站， 还是老样子，还没安排好我的学校...T^T

          昨天教总打来，累积了多日来的担心，终于放心了许多...^^

          真希望政府部门的各位大官可以加快手脚， 快点把我定下来呗~

         免得我在这儿日盼夜盼我的未来学院，真的很向往也很期待那种大学的生活!❤

         我才刚开了这个部落格，其实以前就很想要开个自己的来玩玩~

         基于种种原因我现在才开~ 哈哈~

        我现在一边打字，一边觉得好像在写日记哦~ O.o? 

        会尝试不用英文来写部落格，不然家人朋友又要投诉我啦~ 呵呵

        虽然还没开课，可是好想念我多个星期没见的朋友...TT 


        在这里，我想把我对他们的想念让我的朋友们知道！：p


      他们分别是：蚊心1104，一分0104，美慢0524，赢赢0729,美观1220...还有等等！

      不懂还有没有机会和他们聚一聚....？ 就此停笔呗~ 
                                                                                                                       雨琪《雨。立停》