2011年9月19日星期一

luv u~

20.9.11 cloudy midnight 00:11am
Leo late back home...so he late phone me...when i cant stand of miss him, so my frenz want me phone him,and he seem like juz arrived home...he dun wan waste my phone value..so he wan me wait him for a while....
few seconds later, he phone me...we chat at Nicole's room...when we finished that chatting...i went back my room...he phone me again.....n we hv chats on sweet things....oh god~~~i think i do eat apple given by him..so sweet~~wakaka~~
very happy when he give me a surprise..tat is he decide to bring phone when he works.start from today....n will phone or sms me when my recess time...O.O! Leo~u so nice~my good man~
i m so blessedness n i had never expect i'll love u till the max of my heart...although u r not a handsome boy~totally~wakakaka><
hope our love will last forever~ gambateh for each of us~~
                                             wholeheartly from ur girl,yuki1107

2011年9月18日星期日

sleepy now~

19.9.11 windy day here~~~

today...i woke up late...thx cfern woke me up at 6.40am~O.O! oh god!
first time of being woke up late from my uncomfortable bed~ =.=hehe
Leo... although he is tired with his work after he back home....but he stil to sms n phone me when he juz reach home~so good lah him~a lil touch~only a lil~
if it happened few mths ago, he wont do this to me~
but now he really changed~a good change~ i think is for me...><wakakaka~~~
.......but we didnt act sweet like past~ mayb we hv being toether for too long~
except thursday....coz he didnt work at the day~ he'll chat wif me all day long~
so i think he no act sweet to me coz he is tired of workng from 8am till 1030pm~
but at least he will chat wif me until i syok or he cant stand of his tired~
wht a good boy><man~,i wan date when i back ya~
sry...i hv being questioned u of really love me or not...T-T
but now...i think i know.... ur feeling to me...is real...
smtime i dun understand y u wan me do this..do that...
but u'll try explain to me clearly~
last weeks i cried.....
hey~dun cry!!!(wif scold which is scared enough me )cry is useless...u think cry can solve this probem?!!! the answer is no!!! i know...u dun wan others worry about u,refuse the help~ but u know~ u r not the lil girl ady~u know..
i m so proud of u~ u can take the us back penang although u dunno how n never do this b4~ u r my brave girl... but now...only a lil mess things can make u cry till so qi cham....it brings out wht?nthing!but my worry n miss attention on my work....in the morning , we chat happily...i worked energetic..coz u~ when i know u cry...i really cant focus on my work u know~
my brain juz full of thousand of ur cringy face.... i feel so suffer but u juz know only how to cry but no solve ur problem...i feel so dissapoint n sad~ i wan u think about it...crying is right?wht shall u do when u r in trouble?
i m not by ur side, so yuki...i must be cruel to u ...to make u independence enough to live at there...everyone here so miss u n worry of u~
we worry whether u manage to make frenzs at there or not?manage conduct ur life independent or not?know how to back by urself or not?but look....u hv done it excellently...so pls...do think about the question i mentioned~i wan it tomoro~
u know i will upset if i dun get the answer,ok? i nid to calm down...so 88~....
we always end our chat like this when i cry....i swear...i'll try my best of not let tears flow down easily coz worry of smthing that can solve~...
thx..leo...u use ur style of teaching me....i know its for my own good...but smtimes i cry coz i my tears is too many,floody in my eyes~cry of no-sense.
thx for scold me...if not...i won learn so many things....
luv u my dear❤ i won let u down~><
i promise...i will try my best to make myself stronger a lil..juz a lil ~
                                             Truly from....yuki(rain stopn now)

2011年9月13日星期二

so sweet~

14.9.11 sunny day here too~☀ 
i really feel so hapi n fulfil wih him~
although he always quarrel with me~but i know he is for my own good~
he oso do make me hapi~ n accompany me when i m sad or hapi n when i cant sleep~
by his side....i can juz loud at him or scold him~!!!O.o!!!( i mean juz b myself no nid to pretend anythings)wakaka~ 
coz he ady knew tat i m not a gentle girl la~ =_=?
so pity leh him~but this is his fate loh~who know he so stupid to choose me as gf leh? so,hey.~stupid boy~ Start accept it ah~☻☺
n accept my habbit of hit ur stomach ah~wakaka >< 
finally....tq for luv me than i m ....
                                                        yuki1107(rain stop now)

2011年9月12日星期一

emo mooding day~

13.9.11 sunny day
yesterday...i felt so sorry to my dear frenz... nicole, venessa,chaifern,holidayn nicole bf....
i m so sry for i cried ....as we were go out with happy mood~
really.....so sry~
went out for old town~ n watch nicole's bf basetball match~
the player no 6 n 10 so leng zai le~
now~ our skul limited our internet connection in skul~
we cant log into fb~
wht the hell~~`
so bored here~ n i m stil unhappy as i cant go back this friday~TT
miss ur all so much~my dear family~


                                                      from:yuki(rain stop now)

2011年9月4日星期日

guilty holiday.......


1 September 2011 sunny day I m so hot!!!
Today…..nthing special happened to me…is a very lame…common…normal day…I conduct my life as usual…..n..everything seem like so nice for me…wakakaka~~~^^
I help cfern to find out her surat tawaran,but I fail….i cant find out..i try with my ic no. to login, but it still didn’t work out…..haiz….i oso feel very anxious as cfern …I really wan help her….. oh….my dear god, pls make me hv the chance to help my dear frenz~I will do it nicely one….i really wan help her…as she oso treat me very nice….
Leo seem like not so well today…he used his rest period of his work time online, I chat wif him on fb…  I think…he sick caused by yesterday he went out when he had just recover from cough…so worry him…. Hope he can always healthy^^
i….stil cant know my feeling of him….smtimes…I think out his good,n like him at that moment, smtimes…I feel unsafe of no saw him for so long time….i oso dunno…whether he is being serious to me….but..whtever, time will tell me…….
I think….my personality now…is caused by him….he give me love… hope… happiness… sad…. angry… jealous… n finally disappointment n ambiguous of the believing of others…. But…at least, he did love me…care me…fond me… I feel happy…we had a super duper close distance between us…. I do remember those memories between us…he too…
Lozz introduce her cousins to me…honestly…..i dun like them… n cant feeling well in the chatting of those dirty mad words(***blah blah blah)but I stil dun show it off..as lozz is my frenz..she now start learning English…haha, she always ask me smthing about English grammar, sentences…smthing like that… haha^^ fortunately, he just ask me smthing easy one…coz I didn’t hv a good English…wakaka~xp she just call me Ms.Tan or Teacher Tan..oh god…I didn’t hv the quality for being called like that lah~~~ ==
That’s all for today….3 more days go…..to the date I hv back to cyberjaya~~I will miss here…coz here got so many delicious food which make me always seem like a fat gal at here~~I confess…I m piggy~~~ (ˉ()ˉ)
                         Wht a lame day= =
                                      Just from…yuki1107

emo holiday~


31 August 2011 sunny day I m so hot!!!
Today is really like a mess. I can’t accomplish even a simple work. Really feel stress about it.    o(︶︿︶)o      haiz~~~
Anyway, I have learnt something through this incident. It will become a meaningful experience in my growing up process. I know,I can grow up into a mature person later. I m sorry, but today… I m not a good girl… as I have tell a lie…To Leo. I cheat him…that I m not free in doing something about teacher training course. Actually, I scare…I scare he is the guy like my frenz said...not truly love me.. But, after I tell him that I m not free, he still treat me very gentle, n feel ok with it..At that moment, I know that…the person is not sincerely give out love is me… I m an evil, is me…break the promise, not him…I m gonna cry… I m so touching to knew it….he is stil the guy, who can really  love me forever, who can realize all the promises n all my dreams…But…I m timid enough to tell him this truth, coz I m guilty.. to face him… now only, I scare..to loss him.. I dun wan he leave me after he knew the truth.. I feel unsafe, as I think I may not the one who suit him…as I m ugly in appearance n in psychology, as he is so nice….he is ady hv cough,but he still wan meet me. And he knew, everything ugly about me, as we ady knew each other so well… sometimes, he can accept n tolerate with me, love me n sayang me like a child. from him, I start understand, what is love…I duuno what I m doing on him… as why he can still crazy like me as I m not a mature girl who really know how to love this excellent guy he is…!!!why this stupid guy…???why he is so silly…mayb…not being together wif him is the best way to him…?i wonder…..
Now…. He had change…become a gentleman, not a ego man like past…^^ I m so happy n so proud of his progress of making himself so endearing…woohoo~I confess at here,I love him so much, but both of us till now didn’t utter out the 3 words…the future of us…for now… is still an unknown.. o(><)o   I wonder…..whatever will be coming out between of us..is it being together or not….???
He go out alone, but till now :2135, he still noy back to hostel hv a rest.. so worry him~I send him a message but he doesn’t reply it…Leo…where r u now? R u still sick?r u ok with back hostel by urself?haiz~Leo, pls reply me…u hv make me cry….
 I dunno whether we will being together or not in the future, but I really hope he will happy always…..God bless u, my dear Leo
                                                                                                                                                                                       
31 August 2011 sunny day I m so hot!!!
Today is really like a mess. I can’t accomplish even a simple work. Really feel stress about it.    o(︶︿︶)o      haiz~~~
Anyway, I have learnt something through this incident. It will become a meaningful experience in my growing up process. I know,I can grow up into a mature person later. I m sorry, but today… I m not a good girl… as I have tell a lie…To Leo. I cheat him…that I m not free in doing something about teacher training course. Actually, I scare…I scare he is the guy like my frenz said...not truly love me.. But, after I tell him that I m not free, he still treat me very gentle, n feel ok with it..At that moment, I know that…the person is not sincerely give out love is me… I m an evil, is me…break the promise, not him…I m gonna cry… I m so touching to knew it….he is stil the guy, who can really  love me forever, who can realize all the promises n all my dreams…But…I m timid enough to tell him this truth, coz I m guilty.. to face him… now only, I scare..to loss him.. I dun wan he leave me after he knew the truth.. I feel unsafe, as I think I may not the one who suit him…as I m ugly in appearance n in psychology, as he is so nice….he is ady hv cough,but he still wan meet me. And he knew, everything ugly about me, as we ady knew each other so well… sometimes, he can accept n tolerate with me, love me n sayang me like a child. from him, I start understand, what is love…I duuno what I m doing on him… as why he can still crazy like me as I m not a mature girl who really know how to love this excellent guy he is…!!!why this stupid guy…???why he is so silly…mayb…not being together wif him is the best way to him…?i wonder…..
Now…. He had change…become a gentleman, not a ego man like past…^^ I m so happy n so proud of his progress of making himself so endearing…woohoo~I confess at here,I love him so much, but both of us till now didn’t utter out the 3 words…the future of us…for now… is still an unknown.. o(><)o   I wonder…..whatever will be coming out between of us..is it being together or not….???
He go out alone, but till now :2135, he still noy back to hostel hv a rest.. so worry him~I send him a message but he doesn’t reply it…Leo…where r u now? R u still sick?r u ok with back hostel by urself?haiz~Leo, pls reply me…u hv make me cry….
 I dunno whether we will being together or not in the future, but I really hope he will happy always…..God bless u, my dear Leo
                                                                                                                         Truly wish u,           
                                                    Just from..yuki1107(雨·立停)
        
                                                    
                                                                                                                                                  
        

2011年8月24日星期三

really eager of going back home!!

25.8.2011  wht a peaceful midnight~
this is my first time of being write the blog in the midnight in my life (⊙o⊙)
i start write it back to english language, coz my frenz here(nicole)cant read chinese word~
well~ this gonna make me really wan to utter a icon word of me, that is.....qi cham~
wakakaka....>< really happy that frenz at here all treat we very well, always buy things for me, especially their delicious local foods~woohoo, they really taste yummy :p
besides, my frenz here also very cares about me, when i emo, they soon detect it n accompany me along this sadness~~~so nice, so sweet~~

that's all for today, hope everyone hv a nice day for everyday^^

                                                   just from..yuki1107
                                                         yuri.ting


2011年8月22日星期一

来到这里的我~!!!

2011年8月23日 阴雨
今天是在这里的第十五天了~
有点难以置信!!!!(⊙o⊙)?
这时期发生了很多事,逐渐滴。。。雨琪正在学习着独立,成长,做一个不再让人担心的女孩^^
哭过了就要长大啦~别再小孩子气咯~
哭是解决不了问题的~该尝试独立滴解决问题哦~
这些是都朋友告诉我的.........
说真的~我很开心才芬,妮可,芷微,佳琪,奕芬,丽星,玟心,盈盈,美满,美君.....
我难过时不但不会丢下我,还一直在我身边默默地陪着我.......
你们一个两个这么疼我~我会被你们宠坏的啦><
我很感动也很幸福❤有你们这么好的朋友^^超爱你们的啦~
ps:我不是同性恋滴!><
OH HAIYO!早安全世界~
雨琪我今天还活着~幸福,贪心滴呼吸着和你们同一个星球,每一寸的空气~

                                                             

                                                           雨琪《雨。立停》




2011年7月20日星期三

十二星座人际交往弱点
白羊座:火象星座的白羊给人活力充沛、自信、积极的感觉;弱点则
​在于卤莽、自以为是和不够细心体贴,且喜欢发表高见及当主导人,​这只会让人觉得你难以贴近或交心。       
金牛座:金牛座男女通常难逃脱老古板的特质,除了学习参与和聆听​之外,还得加强如何在短时间内切入重点的言谈艺术。      
双子座:双子座尽管在朋友间很吃得开,但过不了多久就不了了之了​,务必摆脱掉油嘴滑舌的习惯。      
巨蟹座:巨蟹座需甚防主观因素造成的错误判断,或为了顺从大局而​口是心非,反而会造成他人的负面印象。      
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处女座:处女座则是要放弃一些犀利的批评口吻和清高态度,并多培​养幽默感,才会让人际关系更好。       
天秤座:天秤座容易给人墙头草的感觉;摆明立场和营造强势风格,​才能为魅力指数加分。     天蝎座:天蝎座唯有把为人诟病的搞心机和难以亲近的冰冷气质丢一​边,才能滋润人际关系。 射手座:射手座男女可说是火象星座族群中最没有架子的一群,但善​变和直率的言谈举止经常得罪人而浑然不知;学习收敛,实在与人相​处才是明智之举。       
摩羯座:摩羯座摆脱严肃老成的气质才可以吸引更多人的注意。       
水瓶座:水瓶座轻浮的感觉是难以获得他人正面评价的重要原因,轻​易承诺是自毁形象,要特别留心。       
双鱼座:双鱼座经常浪费心神去烦恼他人的事,又容易让周遭的一切​影响自己的情绪,应学习果断、坚持立场和不滥情的能力。  

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